When an old lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Dundee, Scotland, it was felt that she had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through her meager possessions, they found this poem.
Its quality and content so impressed the staff
that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital.
One nurse took her copy to Ireland. The old lady's sole bequest to
posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine
of the North Ireland Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation
has also been made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem. ...And
this little old Scottish lady, with nothing left to give to the world,
is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Goes
to show that we all leave "SOME footprints in time".....
A crabby old woman, not very wise, Who dribbles her food and makes no reply Who seems not to notice the things that you do, Who, resisting or not, lets you do as you will, Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see? I'll tell you who I am as I sit here so still, I'm a small child of ten ...with a father and mother, A young girl of sixteen, with wings on her feet, A bride soon at twenty -- my heart gives a leap, At twenty-five now, I have young of my own, A woman of thirty, my young now grown fast, At forty, my young sons have grown up and gone, At fifty once more, babies play round my knee, Dark days are upon me, my husband is dead; For my young are all rearing young of their own, I'm now an old woman ...and nature is cruel; The body, it crumbles, grace and vigor depart, But inside this old carcass a young girl still dwells, I remember the joys, I remember the pain, I think of the years ....all too few, gone too fast, So open your eyes, nurses, open and see,
An Old Lady's Poem
What do you see, nurses, what do you see?
What are you thinking when you're looking at me?
Uncertain of habit, with faraway eyes?
When you say in a loud voice, "I do wish you'd try!"
And forever is losing a stocking or shoe.....
With bathing and feeding, the long day to fill....
Then open your eyes, nurse; you're not looking at me.
As I do at your bidding, as I eat at your will.
Brothers and sisters, who love one another.
Dreaming that soon now a lover she'll meet.
Remembering the vows that I promised to keep.
Who need me to guide and a secure happy home.
Bound to each other with ties that should last.
But my man's right beside me to see I don't mourn.
Again we know children, my loved one and me.
I look at the future, I shudder with dread.
And I think of the years and the love that I've known.
'Tis jest to make old age look like a fool.
There is now a stone where I once had a heart.
And now and again my battered heart swells.
And I'm loving and living life over again.
And accept the stark fact that nothing can last.
Not a crabby old woman; look closer ...see ME!!